its late, and i'm feeling so tired

I've become convinced that there's a gigantic wind monster that resides just outside my double doors, and seems to have a penchant for trying to get in. And it just started to rain. Ohh boy do I love winter. But I'm actually not being sarcastic, it's probably my favourite time of year. Especially as tomorrow I'm going to spend the whole entire day indoors, in my new harem pants (yayyyyyyyyyyy), with hot chocolate and K, in front of the fire, doing history revision. Ok, the revision probably isn't the best, but the rest of it is. Rain + fire + hot chocolate + indoors = happiness!

oh yes

"I think I crossed a line.."
"Oh baby, it ain't possible to live until you're crossing somebody's line.."

addict

"If we do this, we really did this." - True Blood

anecdote of the day:

Happiness is not having what you want,

It's appreciating what you have.

only this moment holds us together

I've recently discovered that I shut off when talking about feelings.

..?

Well, I'm watching Zack and Miri make a porno which is actually pretty bloody hilarious..
"I will be your sherpa up the mountain... of gayness."

I just painted my nails bright red, and I really feel like going to bed, I'm so amazingly tired, and its only like 6 o'clock. I think there's something wrong with me..

la la la

Hmm, finally finished cleaning my room.
It doesn't look very clean.

Dum Spiro Spero

I don't like crampy legs, they hurt and I can't actually move them now, they've actually cramped into paralysis. Oh gosh, my knees :l
I've been attempting to clean my room for, oh, about 4 hours now, and so far I've folded about two pairs of pants, and like 3 tops, and everything else is still on my floor and it's actually such a pit, I'm almost tempted to move out, just so I can have a fresh start.
Boring and tiring weekend, friday night I drank way too many gin and tonics (see below), and last night, I had a bonfire which was fun but I think I drank a bit too much milk and vodka - which is sickening by the way. Worked yesterday and today. Bored out of my brain, my legs are asleep, so is my brain, and my life is so bloody uninteresting.
So anyway, this is me, on friday night taking pictures of myself whilst drunk, against a red background in some random toilet cubicle (I don't even remember where it was..)



Happy sunday, boring life.
Good news though, apart from that I'm probably an alcoholic.. I'm downloading tonnes of remixes and stuff, of La Roux, and it's really goood and making me happy-ish. Well as happy as I could be.

sexy time

But not really. Earlier, me and E were drinking and smoking menthols next to a sexy fire, and suddenly there was a rustling from behind us, and a massive great black beast of a dog trotted up, sniffed our knees, licked our bottles, and fucked off.
Really, could my saturday night have got any better??? I think not.
Anyway, this was us earlier, before we became massively asleep and dead and also before we got in the shower to wash off the dog saliva. Hah.



Newsflash:
We love foals a great deal. We love boys who give us foals. We dislike boys who don't come to bonfires. We love being naked together. In a non-lesbian way. But really, why is there such a massive 'thing' about being nude. I personally think that everyone should be naked, all the time. If it wasn't so effing cold at the moment, I think I'd actually just go everywhere without clothes on. E agrees. Once again, listening to Talk Show Host - the best song in the world. Apart from Woods by Bon Iver, and Blue Ridge Mountains by Fleet Foxes.
And spraying tea tree oil antiseptic on infected piercings really fucking hurts!
Gooooood night :D

mint coma

I'm in a mint coma. And im also a bit drunk which is making everything funnier because i cant spell anything, and i just wrote ming and funo and we all laughed a lot that is to say me and not very many other people just A hahah but really. And i spent most of this afternoon drinking mint comas i mean gin and tonics.. i dont know why i keep saying mint coma (i dont even know what the fuuck that is?!?!?!?!) in town, and i bought a sick as bracelet that im never ever going to take off, and there were some absolute fucks on the bus and A talked to them and was like "catch you bro" and i was so embarrassed goodnight