sad = dark inspiration. numb = nothing. happy = creative!

i think i'm more interesting when i'm unhappy.

not in a social sense. oh no!

but i just stumbled across this, and thought 'hey, thats me!'

i truly think that, to quote gotye (i hate it when people quote songwriters but here goes), that there is infact, a certain type of sadness and melancholia that is addictive. (the actual lyric is 'you can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness, but creativite license, y'know!)

i think i write more when i've got more emotions tumbling around inside me. apart from at the moment, of course. i'm luckily not suffering from the same kind of inspiration that is depression, that i was a couple of years ago.

of course, i had a different kind of sadness within me (resembled something like grief i believe), last winter. that kind of sadness was nothing but numb.

however, at the moment, i'm in the middle of a weird kind of happy creative ball.

i can't actually explain it any other way..